Ten Commandments!

Lately I saw “Dasvidaniyan”at home on my lappy. I admire the concept of movie. It is well made and appropriately revealed. The film’s center verdict is, “do what you wish to” and we end up doing this when we know our closing stage is near. What if we die without warning? Hence, we should be ready for this set free day. Each one of us would die some day may be with or without being warned.

In general, most must have thought of leaving huge ransom for the remainders at home. Besides, we try doing what we couldn’t do it otherwise. When we live a normal life there are various fears we keep on getting afraid of. But when if something like this happens, the way it happens to Amar in the movie, the fears turns into pure augment to fight through the tough bars.

Regardless of what the end may come I am pretty ready for that freedom day! Ofcourse jotted my ten (will keep on appending more) things to do before I die.

Slumdog millionare is also a good movie with an excellent love vicious circle! Music is so heartening! I liked the role played by Dev Patel/Jamaal.

Raj Thackkrey a true rebellion! Lets read….

He belongs to a highly political family. The background is very rich in terms of everything, I mean just in everything! One must admit he is a good orator, all maharashtrians enjoy his speech. I am too a marathi but a northaite and I am proud of that from the bottom of my heart. I really appreciate if he fights on what Jaya Bachhan commented stupidly, but never accept that all UPaites should be removed from Mumbai, how ruthlessly they were beaten. It is worldly known how much lazy are the maharashtrians, being a marathi I feel very bad when all maharastrians are working like a slave in some malls, shops and companies. Very few of them are placed on the throne. So if a UPaite, gujrathi, south Indian, sindhi or Punjabis are ruling Mumbai, so what’s bad in that. Someone has to rule. To become a king one has to work hard and play sensibly like Shivaji (just read this name in hindi a reverse way, a mahrastrian can comprehend), unlike, shifting onto the paths of Mansay! The whole propaganda is to get free promotions on his party names and that’s what our poor people do not understand. Why someone else need to fight for you, when you are not any lunatic. I am working in Mumbai from past 4.5 years and would definitely love to be called a Mumbaikar hailing from North.

That’s enough for now, its 11.17pm. Need to sleep, its gonna be Monday in few minutes.

Mumbai Meri Jaan or A Wednesday

I was very much curious to see this movie when it was about to release and why not, the title is so touchy and being in Mumbai, one should watch what Madhur Bhandarkar wants to demonstrate to us! As my friend Jaya went to see this movie late night and she sms me that the movie is excellent and all Indian should see. Because of my busy schedule I couldn’t see when it was hosted in cinemas. Today being Sunday and at home I made my mind to watch.

This time I don’t want to write how the movie is. As usual all the characters in the movie played their roles perfectly and the story was well shot. But I want to criticize for the first time for such movies, that, they won’t change the mindset of people staying in the country / city. Our people have started to compromise for whatever happens with them. They can just cry for those who left them, but even if they want to fight against the black coward terrorist, they can’t do anything. Simply because that’s not their job!!! That’s the job of our corrupted (I don’t mean that all dogs are same) police people to find out something which they truly don’t want to do! The movie gave a stupid / regular conclusion, hindu and muslims should stay together serenely. R Madhavn, is a wonderful actor with wonderful looks, made a exceptional pat in the movie. His big eyes and looks always make me to memorize one of my very best friends.

“A Wednesday” is a better movie in all smart show. Every frame of the movie has a superb sense and delivers a complete insightful thought. Anupam Kher and Nasarrudin Shah were at their best! In fact all worked elegantly and diligently. The conclusion was very vivid and very much possible for most of the individuals. The same way “Aamir” was a tough and candidly a legendary movie. The idea of making the movie was palpable. I must admit that Ronnie Screwwala is doing wonders! I have seen this movie with Shilpa that too on a last Wednesday.

Negotiation or compromise towards our own life has become our regular tool. In office or routine life, we always remember to do tit for tat. Then why do we forget when someone as fanatics shudder our lives?

My Rakshabandhan

Today that is 17th August, 2008 I went to my brother’s (Rathin) place (Ghodbunder, thane) to tie rakhi. I enjoyed the food and time was well spent with all.

When I spoke to his mother, there was a regular complaint about her son’s wife. After listening all her charges, I happen to think while coming in the bus, that, why a relation faces such accusation. Why a relation we love and live the most always get into such snag. Perhaps, we expect a lot from them. Yes, we should be expecting from someone who is yours and not from the strangers. Since, there are always two facets of a coin, hence, it’s our look out which side is positive and if we accept it. Then what about the negative part?

I feel this is a big problem which every relation on this universe faces. But how to overcome is the biggest catch. Nobody is perfect so why do we expect all the people we deal should behave the way we want. However, there is a variation in this thought. Do we “request” or “command” them for such change. But does that really work. If we are said to think about not being in any relation is a deceptive reply to it. Then what’s the answer to it? We all must be facing such crisis in our life. What I think the solution is just speak up buddy!!! The whole chaos and misunderstanding happens because we don’t clarify our suspicious thoughts. Now don’t think why to speak up if the close relations need explanations. Yes, the closest relation only requires sensible elucidations. It’s better to make everything vivid. Of course, we won’t go to speak to the unfamiliar person, so talking to somebody who listens to your blames against your loved ones, it is anytime best to SPEAK up with your ones to clear with them directly.

Two Movies!!

Last weekend, I saw two free ka movies. “Singh is Kinng” on Saturday, adlabs vashi and “The Dark Knight”on Sunday evening, at R adlabs, mulund. The hindi one was pretty boring but the music was good and nicely choreographed. Also, few dialogues were really good.

Well, the Batman, is always as best as it can be! The best stunts and best dialogues altogether is what the movie is all about. Ofcourse, the Batman is really handsome, atleast better than all the superheroes. Even Iron Man is cool dude. The climax is really different which actually gives picture for another sequel.

Best part is all the movie tickets were given by the vendors so it’s an add value for the good time pass.

Today’s day a Friend skip day!!!

In the morning I got message from an unknown number, it was a good greetings wishing friendship day. Well I didn’t thought about that much initially and my phone vibrated for the whole day as some or the other friends were sending the messages about friendship! In the noon I was rechecking the messages and found this message to be different which was not usual. There was one friend of mine who always greeted in a dissimilar script always during the festival. I was sure that, that friend of mine who is there in my mind 24/7, cannot be writing after 4 months and that was the sole reason to delete the number from my phone book that very moment the number. Moreover, after that my phone book got corrupted because of using internet through mobile, later which was rectified but few numbers never backed, so thought. It’s not necessary to speak with someone who doesn’t have that same urge. Hence, the harsh decisions as always. Anyways, I was investigating about that number by asking the common questions. But when I got reply, “Never mind its ok to have friends even if you have deleted them.” Then I was pretty sure that such replies I was use to for 2 years and regained my senses thinking much about the same. Though when someone leaves you, why the hell they come back? Though it was miserable that time and so it is continued. Then why some more inches to it, is given by them. Anyways I am damming sure that’s my dumbo only. And want to say, thanks dumbo for remembering me on this day. But by doing this you are hurting me even more and making my unpeaceable mind even more wrecked.

Jaane Tu Ya Jaane Naa!

On 1st August, I found time and excuse to run away from office a little early that’s at 6pm. I was with Chanda, straight away we drove to Palm Beach Galleria Adlabs for the tickets for 7.55pm show. Then we reached to her house at Nerul, picked up her two small kids and a maid with them, and went back to the multiplex. While the movie was about to start, a man offered me to buy caramel Popcorns, I was hit by the past thoughts and was thinking that only, meanwhile Chanda’s kids were screaming to buy them, hence, the cry of the kids brought me back to the cinema hall. Chanda offered me to have the popcorns; well I had few and said that I don’t like them much. Then she said it’s strange that I don’t like them. The children were quiet and the movie started after the anthem.

To be honest, I loved the movie very much. Although, the inspector character played by Paresh Rawal, never required in the entire script. WOW the hero is a real hero, dam good looking guy and nicely acted in his first debutant! My utmost favorite songs are “Kahin toh hogi woh” and “Tu bole main boloo”. I was watching this movie after a month of its release because of tough schedule, in all over it’s a nice movie and the character “jignes” was too good in his accent! A fictitious script but a true story about two friends and purely meant for entertainment only.

After watching movie, I went with Chanda back to her house and stayed there for the night. In the morning we both were back to the world of pigs!!!

A warm hello to myself!

On 5th July I went to my town to see my parents and attend my cousin sister’s marriage. Everything was so howling. I love to visit my place just because my parents, our huge house and my school are there. Perhaps, that’s why I am so finicky about my every visit. It’s utterly very painful to leave them again. As always, I take time to settle back for my work and face the reality. But I enjoyed my stay there and loved the marriage too because I was able to meet my all relatives after a long time. For the first time I wore a saari! To my surprise everyone bestowed me with compliments! Everyone liked my saari. I swear I am not flaunting much because whenever anybody asked me, before that day, I kept on saying to all that I would wear Saari on my marriage day!!!

Also, parents took me for good outing in rains!! which I found wonderful!

As said good days are for few days, hence I was back to work after 15 days rest. Eventually I got so busy with work that I couldn’t found time to make a note of this. Though I never forget to feel and remember something, which I shall will always have time for.

Why the someone?

Last Sunday I started to read book titled “Five point someone”. I flicked that book from Anand Muthai’s cubicle in office. I heard some good things on this best seller, so thought to read it finally. Also my sister who is a regular book reader, too insisted me to read the entire write ups of Chetan Bhagat at least. I write my own stuffs and really feel time waste to read anybody write ups and that’s my intensive setback. That’s why did not read this book when appeared in the stores. Most of my well wishers advice me to read others write ups as well because this would help me to improvise mine. But I can read the courseware stuff and my favorite magazine voice and data types. Prudently, no novels and no mills N boons from any author.

Yet, I promise myself to read this book at least till this age of mine. So I was very much prepared on Sunday noon to start off. I kept on reading the whole day and night. Next day while traveling to office to and fro in local. It took three days to finish 270 pages. I use to read whenever I found petty time, which happened to be likely, available during nights. Perhaps, I could have finished it a little earlier if had quality time. Yes, meticulously I read each and every page and concluded that the book’s content is good but why the hell did I waste my time reading others biography! Nevertheless, the definition of “Machine” is really sagacious. Of course there were certain learning but that’s already inherent in me! Did not like the love story of neha and hari.

The time spent reading this book, could have spent on writing few more poems or my own biography from 2004 to 2008! All were terrifically super fantastic days and now there is a kind of stagnancy everywhere.

One day even I shall write my own biography for my golden years from mid 2006 to mid 2008. I can see many changes in the surroundings but wish if I would have changed too.

Should I get time to write some more on my office is also not a bad idea! Enough of craps should sleep now it’s already 12.25am on my laptop clock. Hence, shall publish this on blogspot once I reach office and find time.

The Sensible Space

Few things remain as it is. Like myself. I don’t say things are going wrong with me. But I think that it would have been better if I could stop thinking about the same. One can certainly try to change oneself, just wish if I could have been that oneself! Though it’s immaterial to me what rest of the world thinks and does. But I keep on bothering for someone who doesn’t even aware of ones vexation. I was much disciplined amongst my relatives; now day-by-day I am getting worse with all. Thank god I have at least spared my few best friends. My mom keeps on saying that I am going very far from them as well. But, that’s what even I am realizing the so-called devastating transformation. I was never an out spoken anytime with anybody, I recalled my days when my parents use to give examples of mine to my sister of being so calm and quiet but I am notorious from childhood!

However, I have always kept saying that it doesn’t bother me much but to be honest it bothers me the most.

Anyway the space is always there but hardly anytime to think much. But whenever the time is idle the worse the suffocation is.

I have written this above matter since three weeks back but found time today to release it.

Khuda Ke Liye

What a movie! Dam good and nicely made by Pakis. Loved the song “Bandya Ho”. Never thought the life can be such disastrous for the girl in movie and cannot ever imagine that father can be so boorish on his own and only kid.

Speed Racer

Last Sunday I went with my uncle and aunt to PVR Mulund to see the movie “Speed Racer” in the noon show. This time I got the tickets from Indiagames. The movie was good and speed racer is the name of the hero character in the film. I did not like the too much of technology used in every frame of the movie. Initial part of the movie drags you no where and you realize the story is quiet mundane. Later it rocks when the climax arrives and Speed Racer confirms the world record in Grand Prix race against its rivalries. Hence, the last half an hour was good. The movie basically plots on ones instinct and bullheadedness towards ones objective.

There are some more movies which are going to come from them of Paramount pictures, Dreamworks and Universal. I am aware in advance that what Hollywood, bollywood and regional movies are going to come up because of the nature of my job. More of which I remember the Hollywood ones. The utmost awaited one are “Ice age 3”, “The Ruins”, “No country for old men”, “Indiana Jones”, “Iron Man”, “Definitely may be” and “The mummy tomb of the dragon emperor”. There are few more which I am not waiting for and they are very much in list of 2008 releases.

Today, Sunday May 18, 2008, I am going to see “Bhootnath”. The review is good from most of the people but I am not so keen to see the movie. I am accompanying because my train wants me to join them.

Iron Man & U me aur Hum

On 1st May 2008, since it was a holiday for Maharashtra Day and the day before I took leave because I was tired from the trip. As I stayed in Andheri, I took two of my small kiddy cousins to PVR Juhu. There we three of us watched an incredible movie Iron Man. I enjoyed the movie because I was not sure that I would, as I was accompanied with two kids and thought that movie should be for kids only. But I found it very modest one. I am highly impressed by the character Tony Stark in the movie that happens to be the superhero Iron Man. His attitude he carried in the two hrs pompously imprinted me. Anyway, I relished the time spent with those kids. In all these moments spent with them I was continuously remembering my sister and one of best friend. See today also and forever I shall keep on remembering them! Things may change for many but hard or to be very precise, not possible for me to change.

Also few weeks back I watched U ME AUR HUM with Radha on Saturday evening. Just escaped from the office in her Honda City. The second half of the movie was good. Otherwise the movie is average. Else I had good time with the friend. Yes, after visiting home in the late 10.30pm I got good doses from aunt! But now who cares!!! God has given two ears for the same reasons!

Bangkok_Pattaya

The true heaven is here... Yes, I was not willing to leave the paradise!


On 27th April 2008, Saturday, after working in office I headed to the Mumbai international airport with my friend at 6.40pm. That’s an official trip to Bangkok, arranged by the company in order to attend the VAS conference for 2008. Its by default I am being given responsibilities of others! I was assigned team lead of another 10 members and was to ensure that they too reach to the airport ontime and clear out the process before relaxing on flight. Best of being the team lead was, I got my cell phone internationally roaming free of cost.

After reaching to the airport, together we headed towards the baggage checking and boarding pass. Next to which, we stood in the long queue for immigration check. In my clock it was 10.30pm and the flight time was 12.30 am! Anyway when the time came we were on the flight of IC 693 ie. Indian Airlines. Yuck! No good looks anywhere. All aged airhostess. Now the plane was ready to take off towards the heaven! God! We had dinner at 3am. After 4 hrs of the cozy flight we finally landed on the Swarnabhumi Airport of Bangkok at 6am. Being on the east side, Bangkok is 1.30 hrs ahead of the Indian clock times. My My My! an awesome airport. In total we all were 140 people along with our big bosses and few others (who submitted their passports a bit late) who traveled via Thai airways. It was 28th April.

Now we started in the huge smart looking bus to Pattaya, which was a next 3 hrs journey from the airport. As usual I did not sleep at all being on flight, felt little dizzy because severe coughing caught me. Midway, we had breakfast too. Now slowly and steadily I was able to view a horizon sight of the ocean! WOW!!! What else is required now? Our bus stopped in front of a 4 star hotel, ie, A-One hotel. Its ambience is superb; opposite side is an absolute picturesque view of Pattaya beach. I felt as if this is a heaven. We just submitted our baggage’s to the hotel receptionist and went to beach, which was 1 min walking distance. The beach was utterly clean and I was able to see the underground corals. A huge water boat was called to take us to the Pattaya’s coral island. In batch of 20 we got divided and enjoyed the ride! The supreme part of my trip was Para Sailing (You are tied by the heighten parachute and the strings are joined with the person down who drives the motor bike on water; You are suspend on huge heights below the sea level; As the motorbike is rode you are flown in the air freely; Also, he decline its speed so that you make a breathtaking fall from such heights down in the water and again you are back on the same altitude) Yes, it was one of the fantabulous experiences while reaching to the coral island. I did the motor biking too!!! After playing with these we were taken to the Coral Island where we saw people relaxing on armed chairs. Many of my friends joined them. But I was utmost interested to get dipped in the vast ocean. Hence, without thinking any nano second I just dived in the ocean, where I was with many firangs. People yelled on me for the lunch, but I loved water very much. Watching me diving all alone, many others joined me later but all of them were men! KD was surprised that I am the only lady enjoying with the gang! Even he joined the water ball we played for next hrs.

I got drained after swimming and playing for so long. Then I routed myself towards the land and asked for the lunch. Well, the coordinator was able to arrange the lunch for me! After which I went in the first batch towards the hotel back. It was 4.30 pm now. The shopping in Pattaya, fascinated Chanda and me. We were sharing the beautiful lovely room. Despite of being so much tired we got ready for shopping. Now we asked the coordinator the places to be visited for our soul purpose. We went to the shopping mall BIG C and shopped till I finished all my 2000 bahts. I carried US dollars too. But it was very late to get currency exchange in the night at 11pm. I bought many things for my dear ones and forgot to buy for myself. Bangkok is also famous for the prostitutes. We found many on our way to hotel and felt a bit scary too! After reaching to the hotel we both were the last people to have the delicious dinner. We slept at 2 am after talking about the wonderful scenic views! It rained in the night and I thought to close the lobby as I kept it opened because of the high AC cooling inside. Somebody yelled my name, Ah! That was Suhail who was seated in the group of our colleagues and wanted me to join them. Well, I was enough exhausted but Chanda somehow took me along with her. There they were drinking beers and vodka. Since, that was also offered to me being in IC flight I remembered my best friend suggesting to have that to overcome my cough! But I declined in flight so was suppose to say no here too. Chanda, advised to at least sip it for once. So just had it and yuck!!!! I puked it. How people can love drinking such foul taste? Since I do not like to be at that place. I came back and slept.

Next day in the morning at 7 AM we were awake by the wake up call by the receptionist that Chanda booked in the night. We got up ready for the VAS conference at 9am (for the conference we were given a dress code of white t-shirt with some logo), before attending the meeting; I had good breakfast of juicy pineapple and other eatables. The conference ended till 5 pm. It was indeed a good boring conference.

After this we were asked to change the conference attire so that the buses could take us to the Gems and Jewellery mall. That was little boring but an eye catching precious stones and jewellery items. I did not buy anything. I got to know from the coordinator for some good shopping places. He suggested going for Mike shopping mall. And without thinking much for others, I went with few friends to the place. It is another good mall after BIG C. I was there till 8pm. Now coming back to hotel with shopped items was big challenge. We got into the tuk-tuk. Amidst of the way, I asked people who were interested in the dinner at 9pm to 10pm. One more friend and I got dropped to the BIG C again and the rest went for the dinner to the Blue diamond hotel. After getting the dollars exchanged into the bahts, I started the shopping again. Again bought many other items. Went to Tessco Mall too. It was 11 pm and thought going back to the hotel would be the safest decision! Now that was the last night on that land. In the night I slept so deeply and got up at 8am (date 29th April) when Chanda horned loud into my ears! Got ready for breakfast and also same time we checked out from the room numbered 2242. Yeah, incidentally I get the evens! During the immigration check I stood on number 8!

At 10.30am we started in the bus back to Bangkok airport for our flight that had the checking time at 1.30pm for the flight timing at 4.30pm. Later we got to know that flight is late by 1.30 hrs. The best time got ended when we landed Mumbai Airport at 8pm (Indian time).

I had best time out there and wish to visit again! And yes, I missed the Thai massage and actual Bangkok shopping at MBK mall!

Another Live Show!

Last Sunday 20th April 2008, I enjoyed a lot as again I went to the Sonu Nigam Live show sponsored by BIG FM, held in Andheri sports complex at 7.30pm. I invited all my dearest friends except the one, because I got enough passes and why not if I have put on my extended efforts for the partner's content! Anyway, I simply got thrilled by the orchestra and the best man’s voice. The best songs were, “Tumko paya hai toh khoya hoon” and “BEE GEES- Staying Alive”! Got all the live show recorded onto my MP3 player and soon will upload that on my youtube a/c.

Yes, I missed something on major basis that I do regularly now!

Few Memories will be memories only

The Silver Jewel, I never wanted to accept this for no reasons. When I gifted I had many reasons and values for it. The bracelet is very much precious to me more than my any jewellery. Hence, cannot wear it and have to always keep it in the same case and in the safe case as gushed in my purse by my friend. The two holy places visited can’t be revisited again. No more pizza’s and baskin robbins in life anymore. Though I barred nonveg too.

Above are few things which I loved and enjoyed doing with my friend and cannot enjoy anymore if not that friend, yes, but only with that friend. Complicated, but that’s how I deal, religiously! Moreover, all this I do, not for show buzz but for my values and virtues towards my dear one. Nor I care if someone bothers this. I have become ruder to myself than to anybody else but that’s what I can do!

Dawn To Dusk

The journey turned to be very exciting and memorable in my life. Meeting the pristine precinct was the major objective with the one who was equally important to me. Everything went good though I was little afraid but always had pure faith and trust on all the moments. Not writing much on this as its something which is comitted in my memory and cannot be rolledback.

All good things start because they have to end somewhere and vice a versa for the bad stuffs. With me it’s always been the great deal by God. But this deal was little mystifying and deliberately pushing me into endless suffocation throughout my life. Just cannot find anyway to stop this. Honestly, all this was over but have restarted now. So, I am ok with it. One has to decide few protocols for oneself, for which I have decided for me. The change for me is irreversible at this point hence have to live with this. Once, I mentioned in my past write-ups that I have lost my breath but found again to loose it forever. Now I have good and bad memories with me. Yeah, I am the one who is hampered the most but no option.

I love the vicious circle because if something starts it has to end to restart the same once again. Anticipating for the Restart command from the main header. More important is I can wait ceaselessly. Thats because I am an adamant.

Cake, If Only and Blizzard

The best English movies full of emotions and intelligence I have ever seen are the above three. I watched them on my laptop one by one on last Sunday. The movies are all about the relationships, any relationship! They are wonderful and awesome statement delivery across the movie. An actor from movie CAKE has become my favorite now. His name is David Sutcliffe. Too good looks and Best acting!

Jodhaa Akbar….Great???

I never thought that people have so bad taste for historical movie. I didn’t go to see this movie because of the enough negative feedback from most of the people I talk to. Infact, now as the UTV motion pictures have started their mobile content sell with this movie only. The business managers themselves gave such annoying feedback, that it’s very boring, slow and sharply pathetic. After hearing such comments from almost everyone made me skeptic to waste money on this movie! So didn’t go to see this movie and didn’t crave to watch it out just for once.

On Saturday, ie. March 8th 2008, I went to Hungama office for some official discussion. With other movie content owned by them, they also commented fairly for Jodhaa Akbar, which is not their product. Well, the first ever positive feedback on this movie. Now, when I presented my heard comments, to convince me more one of their representative copied the movie to my pen drive! I was pretty amazed by this. As soon when I reached home I started watching the movie. And found every frame of the movie so meaningful and brilliantly made. All pessimistic comments proved so erroneous to me. The movie is glorious and nicely made. I appreciate the classy music by Rahman and directions/production by Gowarikar and Screwwala. The people who are fond of historic movies or serials should really watch this movie. My most favorite character is “Sujaamal” who is a distant brother of Jodhaa. After a true warrior also, he had poor luck in his life (as showed in the movie) and I have full sympathy with this character. The same way one more character I like most in our history is Karan of Mahabharat. He had almost everything to triumph on Pandvas, but worst luck.

The Fantabulous Evening

I know I am writing this very late but today my mind is calm, hence I am writing something very good. Actually I got laptop from office so now I can write when I feel to write; unlike waiting for my office PC to load on! India won the two critical matches against Australia and South Africa is adding the happiness!

On 22nd Feb’2008, I was invited by saaregama to attend the inauguration ceremony of its music album “Classically Mild”. Of which the incredible singer is Sonu Nigam. I decided to give away the passes to my friends as usual, so asked one of my best friends. After listening to the negative reply, I thought to give it away to other friends. Then I realize that being a die hard fan of Sonu, I shouldn’t miss this at all. So, went with my andheri’s uncle to the Grand Hyatt, Santacruz. Wow what a grand ceremony it was. Adored most of the good looks, the cocktails and the scrumptious food! But all that happened after attending the main ceremony. The ribbon was cut by Pandit Ravi Shankar. For the first time I watched a LIVE performance of sonu nigam. I was completely thrilled by the mind blowing orchestra and best voice. The most memorable evening though!!! Seen most of the people who are behind the cameras, such as, kumar sanu, anu malik, suresh wadkar, kawaljit singh, rahul vaidya and many other people whom I couldn’t identify! The time spent was worth after doing my office.

Stayed at andheri and next day resumed my office from there!!! Enjoyed the luxurious car driving too!!!

What a Best Friend is?

Yes, a best friend is the one, who is your companion through good times and bad. My friend, my buddy, through happy and sad, beside me you stand, beside me you walk, you're there to listen, you're there to talk, with happiness, with smiles, with pain and tears, I know you'll be there, throughout the years!

"A real friend is one who walks in when the rest of the world walks out." A very true statement.

Friends are very important to me because friends come before my family! I should not be someone's friend because I need them and leave them when I don't. Friends are there for us at all times as we should be there for them at all times. Of course, a best friend is reliable. Another important thing is that friends should be trustworthy. You should feel comfortable and appreciated as who you are when you are around friends, and that you should never try to be someone else to please them. Therefore the friends should like you for who you are and not what you have. Another quality is a friend should have respect. This is very important because you have a relationship with him or her, and if there is no respect you cannot be at ease around that person. A best friend should never hurt you in anyway until you are wrong in any ways. I don’t buy the point that says, “Friendship need no replies”. Well, if you are not going to speak to your friend then to whom you will speak to? Yes there are few things that are to be understood by your voice tone, your eyes and by your behavior. But if you don’t speak up the mess is more.

The most important part, that friends should care about each other and because it is the least you can do when you've been in a friend relationship with someone. One should be bothered about ones likes and dislikes. A friend should also be able to listen to you, even though he might not necessarily agree with what you say. A friend must always lend an ear when he is there. Another quality every friend should have is loyalty. It is very important in friendship. You have to stick by them, even when they aren't at their best. Honesty is another important quality every friend should have. You should be able to tell the truth to your friends without hurting their feelings. Some say it helps to be tactful but not many people would want someone to lie to them even to spare their feelings. Another important quality all friends should have is sharing similar interests! It makes things much easier because there's always something to talk about and conversations are much more interesting for both people.

A best friend should help build your self-esteem through kindness and encouragement. And no one likes to be a friend with someone who is mean and who will treat them like dirt.

I love my all six best friends. But one of them might not love me! Jaya, Sameer, Subodh, Rathin, Radha and the next one is not bothered to be in my list. Infact, this friend of mine use to start my best friends name list. Yes, I have many grudges with this friend. Therefore, I have promised myself not to ever forget this best friend and also I shall not want to remember my resentments.

The Return of Hanuman

On 30th Dec 2007, I watched The Return of Hanuman in the eternity mall of thane. The review is as follows:

First thing first. The Return of Hanuman ain’t any sequel. It is original and complete in itself. Set in the present-day picture, ‘neo-Hanuman’, if we can call him that, is disturbed by the on goings in age of kalyug. He gets completely distressed when he sees Minku, a village-kid, begin scorned by his peers. It is then that he approaches Narad Muni, requesting him to convince Lord Brahma to send him back to Earth to restore its lost harmony and of course enjoy the childhood days like any other kids.

Lord Brahma indeed agrees, but only after making Hanuman sign a contract with several dos and don’ts! And thus returns the deity, in a new form. He is born to a pandit and is named Maruti. And like any other kid, he too has the penchant for falling in trouble again and again. But soon everyone realises he is an ‘avtaar’ of Lord Hanuman and Maruti takes up job to save humankind. The movie has great comedian dialogues on all the roles. Yes, you laugh for sure!!!
There are several interesting snapshots in the film, which would bring that wide smile on everyone’s face – from Maruti’s insatiable appetite to his extraordinary powers. Technically the film is good, but of course we still have to go a long way before we reach the so-called ‘westernly perfection’. Nonetheless, the film is definitely an interesting watch, owing to the beautiful blend of mythology and present days. In total, a good movie again.

Taare Zameen Par

Went on 19th Dec 2007 with office friends during office time. Now this was the best part of the entire enjoyment! Then watched this movie again on 4th of Jan 2008 with my uncle and aunt to ensure that they don’t miss on such great movie!

The movie is about an 8-year-old boy Ishaan Awasthi (Darsheel Safary) who finds it difficult to match his world of colors, kites and animals to that of the others in his age group, who are more into studies and homework. When complaints start to pour in, Ishaan’s parents decide to set him off to a boarding school. His life is no different at the boarding school, oppressed and insulted by his teachers, he remains the laugh stock of the class. Now that he is away from home, he feels even more dejected, inferior and finds it tough to cope up with his inabilities.

Ram Shankar Nikumbh (Aamir Khan) gets appointed as a temporary art teacher of the boarding school. Unlike other teachers who follow definite norms in educating children, Ram makes them think out of books, outside the four walls of the classroom and paint their imaginations. Every child in class responds with immense enthusiasm except Ishaan. Ram takes effort to understand Ishaan and his problems. He makes Ishaan’s parents and other teachers realize that he is not abnormal but a very special child with talents of his own. With time, patience and care Ram succeeds in boosting the confidence level of Ishaan. He helps Ishaan in overcoming his inabilities and re-discover his lost confidence.

The story is unusual but not unknown. We already know the message that the story tries to convey, but most of us just remain ignorant to it. Aamir Khan, the director, has handled the delicate theme with dexterity and precision. Just like no man is perfect no matter what position he commands in the society, every child with both their ability and inabilities is special and talented in their own way. The movie isn’t just about a child suffering from dyslexia and his challenges, it’s also about how parents get carried away by today’s competitive world and fail to understand their child’s dreams and nurture their inborn talents.

A number of sequences leave you moist eyed and you feel deeply attached to the child. At the end of the movie you are left speechless and spellbound by the knockout performances of all. Also, the music is an ultimate.

I am Legend

Went to see this with my aunt on 16th Dec 2007 to Rmall in mulund.

Being the last person on Earth is not the kind of job I would ever want. Walking around with no human interaction whatsoever sounds awful. No one to talk to, no one to make fun of people with, no one to make fun of. In short, if something like that ever happened and I just so happened to be that unlucky bloke, I’d find the nearest pistol and end my days faster than you can finish this sentence.

Robert Neville (Will Smith) is the last man on Earth living in New York City. In 2009, a man-made disease wipes out a good portion of the human race and leaves the rest of them a sort of crossbreed of vampire and those angry zombies from “28 Days later.” Neville is somehow immune to the infection, which is a good thing, as he just so happens to be scientist. So for the past three years, he spent his time building himself a lab in his basement. Anytime he needs an infected animal or ex-human to test on, he heads out in daytime to set traps.

The first half of the film creates an amazing sense of loneliness. Neville wanders about the empty city, passing by familiar busy locales now abandoned and covered with shrubbery. There is rarely a focus on what lurks in the night. The character often creates dialogue with his surroundings, though it’s still quite silent enough to keep the mood strong.
The incredible amount of buildup and excitement of the first half ends up driving us down the road to disappointment, however. The creature effects are as basic as any Sci-Fi Channel movie, yet shots of the vacant city are some of the best of the year. The climax feels rushed and the ending delivers some weakly obvious narration as if the audience is deaf and blind. Anyway, still a good movie to see!!!

The Good Day

I went for the movie “The Game Plan” on 9thDec’2007 with my cousin brother and his wife. I enjoyed the big treat a lot after a day of my birthday. The very same day watched movie “Kohya Khoya Chand”. Appreciated the former one the most and of course the pizza in between!

In the movie “The Game Plan”, Dwayne "the Rock" Johnson used to play football in high school and college. In Andy Fickman’s football comedy "The Game Plan," the Rock is again learning and teaching the value football and life—this time, the role takes him from the sidelines and puts him on the field. There's just one minor problem: Joe is a father and he never knew it. Within forty-eight hours of leading his team to a victory that allows the Rebels to continue to the playoffs, an eight year-old girl named Peyton (Madison Pettis) appears at his front door and informs him that she is his daughter and he must take care of her for a month while her mother does humanitarian work in Africa. The people most affected by Joe’s new parental responsibilities are his teammates. Peyton is very particular about the word "stupid". She always try to justify (Stupid is a mean word) Joe's teamates not to use the word. Being a father leaves Kingman with no other choice but to become a much better person. And of course he wins the game on the field, too.

Khoya Khoya Chand is a good movie. All the actors worked very hard on their roles but somehow managed to bore its viewers. The director wasn’t himself sure as what he wanted them act upon. Else the music was melodious.

So the entire day was well spent.

My Leisures

Ah! Finally I got time to write for my 20 days spent in an immense ecstasy. For Diwali I was at my home with my parents and grandparents. I reached on the very same noon of the occasion day. I am always overwhelmed with an exotic welcome by my nani and parents. According to me my nani is the most beautiful women on this earth. I worship her gorgeousness at hers this age of 69. She has dazzling big brown eyes. Whenever I am in dismay I just have to see her and talk to her for a while and the apprehension is vanished.

Had a great blast on that day with blowing the crackers too. I was accompanied with my clever sister and mom in this act. Well, my father loves to be a good spectator when we blaze big crackers. After spending that evening so lighten, my all weariness was gone!

All days being there with my loved ones was indeed the best time. All kinds of astounding and silly talks with my sister made both of us felt very close after the long gap. Daily special and delicious dishes by my mom helped me to put on the extra-unwanted pounds. Altogether we also went for the movies Saawariya and Om Shanti Om. The former one is a senseless and the latter one was average. But deepika is an ultimate beauty. None of them were that good to write a review on so I am not getting into it.

Lastly, the day arrived when I need to move on from the best and relaxing days to my really known hectic office days!

Is Heart Mighty?

For the first time there were no words for me to write for the movie “A Mighty Heart”. The movie pings n number of questions to your mind and you entangle yourself within your thoughts. The movie is a real pearl and full of truth that we try to find out in any tragedy. After watching it for the second time (on Wednesday 31st) I felt to write at least on the deep sorrow and emotions one could ever face in ones life. Watched that for the first time on Sunday 28th.

The film is based on Mariane Pearl's account of the terrifying and unforgettable story of her husband, Wall Street Journal reporter Danny Pearl's life and death. Terrorists will emerge from this sea of humanity, kidnap the American journalist Daniel Pearl and disappear. The film is about the desperate search for Pearl (Dan Futterman) before the release of the appalling video showing him being beheaded. It is told largely through the eyes of and based on a memoir by his widow, Mariane. As Mariane Pearl, Angelina Jolie gives a remarkable, restrained performance. Her face is a mask and emotion is communicated almost exclusively through her eyes. It's the gift of a remarkable talent for the screen. I don't know how anyone could have been better. She is not a stereotyped hysterical wife, weeping on camera, but a cool, courageous woman who behaves in a way best calculated to save her husband's life. Listen to her speak and sense how her mind works.

We know how the story is going to end. The real drama is played out with the natures of the people looking for him. What is best about "A Mighty Heart" is that it doesn't reduce the Daniel Pearl story to a plot, but elevates it to a tragedy. A tragedy that illuminates and grieves for the hatred that runs loose in our world, hatred as a mad dog that attacks everyone. Attacks them for what seems, to the dog, the best of reasons.

Joy-Cum-Feat

I am pleased to take my two loyal team members to the new department where I am supposed to shift with other team members. Now the frown faces are contented and joyous. Yes, I recommended them to my higher heads and they respected my decision. I am looking the best career for them as well with my own business growth. I have to be very cautious now as the deal is with company’s revenue. Perhaps the time will be tougher and more learning in the new entities and attributes of the new RDBMS!

Life is going GOOD! Just having FUN!

Being the Boss!

I enjoy a lot being recognized as a boss in my team, always. When you are the leader in your department, you indeed feel great responsible and adore the best goodwill among that circle; only if you’re tremendoulsy as good as I!

Life never comes easy or without cost. Just when you think you have caught a lucky break or maybe life has finally decided to go your way you get a reality check that may not be to your liking. For every good thing in life there will always be a negative consequence, always. It may be minor to the point you don’t notice it, but it may be so major it’s big enough to rock your world. Life never tells the truth to you. It is deceitful and a lire by nature. It’s really up to you to interpret the sighs and take your own precautions so you don’t get hurt, but easier said then done right? Never assume. Never. Even if everything seems to be going in your favor do not let your guard down, do not let anyone into your head, because even if you think you know this person, they will want to mess with what they find when they get there. Its human nature really, we all want to see what we can get away with and just how far we can push a situation until the stress is so intense its about to break like a fragile twig.

All this hit my mind very badly when I am asked to join a business head from the content head. In fact, I am happy that I got substantial motivation in my profile as per my outstanding and consistent delivery of the tasks. I am upset that the members of my team became clueless and moaned about my transfer. According to them, they will lose their darling lead and consider them as an isolated orphan, now. My continuous and vigorous preaching got failed for the first time, to make them understand that nothing is constant and stable in life. Ofcourse, even I will miss the good members of my team. However life must go on.

But I always remember this, life may get hard sometimes, even close to unbearable, but don’t let it crush your spirit. It may be true that for every good thing there is a bad, but for every bad there is a good. Life takes many twists, turns, and pit stops, but without them the road of life would be boring and uneventful. So keeping my chin up and looking towards the skies because tomorrow is a new day and there are many more good things just waiting for their chance to shine-in on my life.

Mera Wala Gang!!!

Finally I got time to write about the last Sunday blast I had with my friends. This would be the most flattering day I can ever calculate till now. I went to my friends place in the morning at Kharghar. After the lunch we chatted and pulled each other’s legs with hilarious talks. That was really cumulative and a good amount of mock overall. In the late evening, we were supposed to attend the Dandiya Show at Nerul, where Mayura, the marvellous singer with crystal voice and the friend with us was to sing in that show. We were allowed to enter that show for free because of her only. I wanted to listen her and that’s all the reason I was there. It was 8pm and the show went on with very rocking orchestra. I swear that really gave a good jolt to begin the dandiya for the public who were dressed so elegantly. All looked very charming including our friend singer! She performed luminously on fast arrays of the songs with other singers. Indeed that was the ULTIMATE. Even I managed to play dandiya exhaustively with all the friends and others, on that massive ground. Amit Sana, the x-contestant fame Indian Idol, was invited for the show. Though he came late, however, was able to shake the show and crowd even more. At 10 pm it was all over. We all friends were in the car, way to Kharghar. We had dinner in a hotel there only at 12.

Lastly, we got perfectly tired and felt sleepy for sure; the witty talks were still continued till we all slept! As we all were to attend the offices in the morning. And the masti wala time with the gang got ended. Hence, we departed with the next meet up promise at Water Kingdom, gorai, on coming Monday!

I’m born to abundance

Is there anything else that disempowers us? How much joy can we stand? Is procrastination curbing us? Yes, I found all the imperative answers for all questions of mine, duly.

This happens to all of us. It’s very much buoyant to have attitude that you get what you deserve and if you don’t get it; that was never yours. How about changing the stance of the latter statement? According to me, if you don’t get things what you really suppose that you deserve, they are not of that worth to be with you. I know your lips twist slightly and you grimaced!!! Nevertheless even during the tough times we remind ourselves that eventually things would work out and we deserved what we want. Admirably, we deserve to be happy, feel good and be successful rather dwelling on the negatives. We are responsible for discovering and nurturing our uncanny ability, anywhere. Hopping from one thought to another is perhaps the consequence of getting muddled with nothing major. Corollary, few things takes time to happen but we need to make them happen if they are not happening on their own either by hook or crook! So I am doing this at my fullest of all potential. That’s an awful lot of time dedicated and sabotage to our job!

My idiom, when you are Passionate about your Purpose your Attitude will allow you to achieve greatness.

And I achieved it just now! An unrewarded genius!

41_Life

Life

The terms are not firms,
Never worry about the outcomes.
Love your life even in your extremes,
And life will ensure to sanctify your dreams.

Life wants us to learn what we don’t know,
Try to bid for what we really don’t owe.
This life is very small, if we are busy,
Evade yourself from being lousy.

Decide what you want from your life,
And not what you get from the life.
The choices are demonstrated to us,
Just then, we need to grab it and not fuss!

One should always look back,
Not for mistakes but for your entire act.
But how many of us truly,
Think about these aspects so duly.

Mrinal

One Cappuccino

So far I never visited a five star hotel in my life, though I visited many times a three star Motels. Indeed the opportunity was not away and was sanctified to me, yesterday (Oct 05 2007). Yesterday, I visited the hotel, ITC Grand Central in Parel, a five star deluxe property of “ITC and Welcome group.” The salutation was good but no water served for the people at reception!!! Big spaces, fake promises. There, I saw most of the media people from the news channels as I see them on TV. The feel was good to be in a five star hotel so far.

I went for an official meet. The people came from Delhi, India Today group digital. Well, the meeting time was at 2 pm. However, the time is more important to me it seemed and that’s why I was waiting for the ones who were not at time. After 25 mins the personnel approached me, as we never met before. Consequently, that person revealed out to be the head of the ITGD! After a subsequent discussion with him, the menu waiter came with menu. We both opted for coffee, a creamy Cappuccino. The time went with promising and deliberate talks. Subsequently, came the Cappuccino, served with few distinctive dog kinds of biscuits and toast! Yuk! I unloved the taste of cappuccino that was priced for Rs.159. Back on my mind; I remember making cappuccino at home with Nest café, which is the ultimate, even more creamy and tasty!

Eventually, after winding up the pondering chats, I moved from the place, leaving the person “The Head” there, who assured me that the coffee was a free treat for me! I smiled in front and in my mind I thanked him for buying the worst for me!

As easy as tough

How easy it is to write and give the reviews for the movies? Do we ever imagine how tough the movie making is? Yes, I wasn’t aware of any so I was well dictated the entire scenario by the known people from that line. The movie making is very time consuming and a real tough- rigorous task for all who are captivated in that. It’s the place where one needs to be very much impeccable or to use more stressful word “faultless” in the scripts, shorts, story, cuts, edits, songs, music, the legal and technical aspects, the reels, the market, the advertisers, the money, the cast, locations, presentations, the commercials, the previews and many more.

We deal with just a straightforward bargain of Rs.100-500 when we visit to the multiplexes for a movie. Wherein, the movie budgets vary in upside steep of losses and gains. No movie is stupid. Some or the other things are there which is been moralized to its viewers. We just go by the star cast, songs or the story line, yet, there are many things besides these for a superior judgment about a movie. It’s just our observation as how we take the excellent things from the bad lots!!

Yet, being in a secular and democratic state, we have all rights to say anything about almost everything. Hence, we may give any comments and amends to a movie we see and spend time in. Significantly, can we just think sincerely for once before doing so?

Mrinal

The Great Jayanti !!!

On October 2nd 2007 at 12pm, I went to see movie, “The Contract” which was played at Rmall. The movie was average line but wasn’t up to the mark as thought so for “John Cusack”, the hero. I was accompanied with my schoolmates. Thereafter, I got to know that the next movie at 2 pm is “The Resident Evil: Extinction.” I was lured and intended to see something very horror and ugly faces. So watched even that one. The concept was good however; some more was expected from the Hollywood movies. Concluding, I ended watching both nonsensical movies. Neither of them was as great as Saturday’s movie “The Bourne Ultimatum”. I would like to go for this movie endlessly.

The day went very finicky as for a change I was shopping for myself! Visited to my favorite shop “Westside”, where, I shopped a lot and spent good cash amount!!! Also, went to “Tanshiq” and bought good hanging earrings and a pendant. That was a good deal for 10K for both. I never projected to spend so much on that day but did so to keep myself away from something. Its like a drunkard spends money on his expensive liquors to get away from his own thoughts.

I have written the reviews for both the movies. Here it is:

The Contract: It’s a good quality movie. The story begins with the decent promise as Morgan Freeman (Frank Carden) is revealed to be a stellar hitman. The discussion on the contract happens, where they plan to kill the person who is the obstacle to progress. It reveals as how ones plan gets screwed if there is no concrete plots and ill understandings within the team. In short, the plan got cumbersome because of the mistrust among the group. So at least this can be a good morale from the movie we may take. Perhaps, the whole movie seemed to be missing in pieces. It had all average plotline, weak script and very supporting acting. The Morgan acted well in the bad guy but didn’t work well with all others, rationally. It's just running around on a mountain, often in the dark: The final showdown takes place completely and absurdly without lighting and pretty much seals the movie's doom. Though, Mr.Carden was able to get success in his contract all alone!! Safe to skip!! Even Cusack lost his charms now.

The Resident Evil: Extinction: "Resident Evil: Extinction" is a 2007 science fiction action horror film. It is a sequel to the 2004 film "Resident Evil: Apocalypse" and is the third installment of the series of film adaptations based on the popular Capcom survival horror game series Resident Evil. The film is a departure from the usually dark and drab locations of other zombie films as it takes place in a desert wilderness. Extinction was released in North America on September 21, 2007. However, the previous makes did well in public.

The title promise of some sort of finish to this nonsense is a big fat lie, and Part 3 of the Resident Bloody Frickin' Evil franchise winds up with the door wide open for further sequels. As for this one, Extinction, I can tell you that the goosy sound of bullets blowing through the heads of zombies for 95 minutes does not a movie make. Milla Jovovich returns as Alice with a heavily armed in boots and garters, she upon whom the future depends. Zombies rule the world, falling upon the few remaining humans and feasting on their flesh. The end of the world has come, but scientists living underground continue to hope that through Alice's mutated blood they will find an antidote to the zombification. Or whatever. Alice rides her motorcycle through the desert, trying to find and help any survivors. She has to stop to fight and kill zombie attack dogs. You know how it goes. Next we meet a convoy of zombie dodgers, humans who stay on the road and on the move to survive. Ali Larter plays their leader. Zombies attack this group, which includes Ashanti and Oded Fehr, a lot. Then they have to kill the zombies. Then more zombies attack them, so they kill those zombies too. They drive around and kill more zombies (frankly, when you've seen one zombie, you've seen them all -- the flayed and gnarly flesh, the growling, the British teeth. It's pretty boring.) Later, masses of crows that have been eating zombies, so they’re like zombie crows, which are about the same only with feathers, attack this lot. The nomads and Alice meet up, kill zombies together in Vegas (all the crappy tourist crap has sand on it, because it's the end of the world and all) and eventually Larter and her band of survivors head north hoping to find lands unspoiled by the zombie virus. Later, Alice goes back to the science lab for reasons we didn't really understand.

There, she encounters a super-duper zombie with whom she must do battle. Ah! thats was the doctor who played all this game with Alice and few others. You might imagine that Resident Evil: Extinction might be really scary or gross but it's just dull. There's no story, the dialogue will make you laugh out loud, the special effects are often cheesy, the acting is terrible and any scary bits are announced in advance through ham-handed movie making. While the film is being promoted as the last in the series, the closing shot offers the possibility of an infinite number of sequels. Otherwise, it's great!!!

Mrinal.

The Handsome Bourne

I watched “The Bourne Ultimatum” on Sunday 30th September at 6.pm at Adlabs Rmall. I was accompanied with two cousins of mine.

I have seen the previous two parts as well (The Bourne’s Identity and The Bourne’s Supremacy) and was very much impressed by them that apparently compelled me to watch out the next sequel. The Bourne Ultimatum is a wow of an action movie with a soul that isn't computer-generated. Matt Damon damn near jumps off the screen, returning for the third and (he says) final time to his career-crowning role as amnesiac Jason Bourne, a killing machine out to go whup-ass on the CIA operatives who made him. Like the two previous films, this Bourne borrows only the name and the central character from Robert Ludlum's best-selling spy novel.

The movie begins immediately following the car chase near the end of The Bourne Supremacy, with a wounded Jason Bourne (Matt Damon) evading the Moscow police. Cornered by police while breaking into a medical clinic to treat his wounds, Bourne overcomes the police officers and leaves them alive as he escapes again, here the intelligence is admired very much of Mr. Bourne.

In Madrid, Bourne tilts emotionally with the agency's sexy Nicky Parsons (Julia Stiles, finally getting her due) and battles it out with the assassin Desh (Joey Ansah) in one of the best fight scenes ever filmed and believe me its that’s really enthralling. The final stop is New York, where CIA investigator Pam Landy (the reliably superb Joan Allen) wants her spy in from the cold, and her colleague Noah Vosen (David Strathairn, playing villainy with sneaky relish) wants him dead with his planned controversial “Blackbriar. “

Movies best of the best:

1.Deputy Director Pamela Landy is asked to help capture Bourne.
2.The smart intercept of Bourne with Ross.
3.Bourne's action-packed fight with Desh.
4.Landy’s help to Bourne to know his correct identity.
5.Bourne dupe the Vosen’s plan in the last where Bourne enter Vosen's office and steal classified Blackbriar documents. Now this is the best part of the movie, revealing the great intelligence and diplomat thoughts of Bourne.

In the last, Nicky sees a news report noting the exposure of Blackbriar, the arrests of Hirsch and Vosen, that CIA Director Ezra Kramer (Scott Glenn) is the subject of a Senate hearing regarding his conduct, and that David Webb, a.k.a. Jason Bourne, fell into the East River, but his body was not recovered, at which Nicky smiles, again the great tact in the movie. The movie cuts back to Bourne's motionless body in the water. Bourne starts to move and slowly swims away into darkness, which ultimately reveals that he is still alive to show his vague plans, incredible stunts and smartness in the next sequel.

The movie is thunderously exciting, but what makes it resonate is the wrenching story we read on Damon's face. We've waited all summer for a wild ride to grab us with more than jolts. Now it's here.

Mrinal

40_Final Homage

Final Homage

I want to say this in the last,
My love for you is very vast.
Uttered this many times,
In my poems and in every rhymes.

Neither you nor I can forget this,
Lately but I realized this fretted hiss.
The pains and despises of my love journey,
Have become the true aliments for me.

Everyone is occupied in their troubles,
Busy in counterbalancing the muddles.
For once they crave to run away from this,
Longs to memorize their one love and the only bliss.

At grin times in love,
You feel that your whole life is merrily lived,
At grimace in love,
You feel the whole life is yet to be ragingly lived.

Mrinal

39_Why is this so?

Why is this so?

Now, that I understood,
We together can never be good.
I think for you always, though,
I wonder as why is this so?


I always failed to get the answers,
That, why did I loved you as bonkers?
To my wonderment that I still need you,
In my life, as I ever wanted to.


If my love is so impearled,
We shall be one in our next world.
Anticipate eternally seeing you then,
Praying almighty to enshrine this yen.

Mrinal

38_A Special Quote

A Special Quote

We departed on this exquisite note,
So, thought to make a special quote.
Our ways were never meant together,
So, I want all the idyllic moments gather.

We walked together for our unlike ways,
I turned to find you on all the roadways.
I stood for long to see your last glimpse,
You didn’t backtrack, I merely deems.

Please do not look back with anger at me,
I did what I thought I must, you see,
And so I look back one last time,
To comfort my heart as it tells me this rhyme.

We don't choose whom we can love,
And love doesn't really die.
You can find it in your heart again,
I love you, so please try.

Mrinal.

Obscure enlightenment

On last Sunday, 26th Aug’2007, I went for the movie “Chak de”. I appreciated the movie utterly. After the release of “Guru”, the next Hindi movie I went for is “Chake de”. The performances of all the artists were unarguably levelheaded. In the movie there were many morals. According to me, the most imperative ethics were, exploiting your skills duly; being chivalrous among the crowd of literate uncouth and cowards; doing the righteous job as you undergo; giving more importance towards your own aspirations. In the nutshell, the movie is an ultimate truth of everyone’s life.

Amongst us there are many people who are striving intensely in life to craft and construct there own identities. As shown in the movie, why always man thinks and presumes to give more priority to his own ethics? Why the woman in his life is always sidelined and given marginal importance for her own career? Why always women are expected to sacrifice their own progress when the progress of man is being discussed in her family or else where? Why still this irrelevant disparity? Now, all of us boast off that we are of today’s era with new idioms and highly skilled in new technologies. It means we are getting more cultured and civilized day by day. Nevertheless, are we really cultured in totality? Are we not dipped in those orthodox beliefs still? Ask your mind and think for once. You got your answer!!!

Everyone’s development is important with respect in everyone’s career. Each one carries their own attitudes and egos with respect to many things in ones life. However, when the time comes to show your true skills in your profession, we all work to attain the zeniths. So, are the contributions by a woman is less than a man? If yes, then go back on second paragraph, read and re-think twice or thrice. If no, then why do we still have such disproportional outlook? There are not many women who think for their self progress in their profession. So, are the men are afraid by women’s strengths? If thumbs down, then why these differences? I have no other thought in my mind at present; still I am clueless for this kind of bias behavior or assumption by men.

Anyway, coming back to the movie, every Indian should watch this movie, because the moral is genuine and towering with respect to the game/sports or life. Ah… role of a coach was well played by SRK!!! Indeed, this was not possible without his women team and vice versa!!!

"The Preface" for my 41 poems named "The Thorns"

The feelings of true love are so divine that we often misunderstand its true aspects. If your true love doesn’t get blessed, you tend to ruin your life in utmost bereft. This is what my poems are all about. When you fall in love with someone, you go through with the innumerable phases of pain and happiness altogether. The world of hallucination surrounds you and your thoughts completely. The thought of being deprived changes the true emotions turned into the deepest anguish. In love, you do all the craziest things to the finest, what you can offer to your best love. The utmost pure fact is one should understand, ones true love for him or her, irrespective of the subsequent fact, if it is being contented or not. Another must respect ones true feelings.

The Thorns has come into the existence when one of my good friend fell in love with her unblessed love. He could not realize and value her profound emotions, leaving her all alone in the darkest dark. I tried my level best to portray hers genuine feelings for her undeserved. The hurts and the agony of my friend encouraged me to write about her ruthless love. I hope after reading my poems, most of you will certainly re-think or might get moved by her distress. Moreover, you will come to know how once unattained love, face all dejections. My objective to write on this theme is the true zeal for one’s love and the disappointments given in return by that love. I have also tried to write on the different facets of our own deeds at our workplace and among neighbors.

Firstly, I would like to thank my parents for giving me those learnings by which I was able to pen down the verses as I had them in my mind. I thank God and my best friends for encouraging me to write these poems. The Thorns wouldn’t have been The Thorns without their genuine help to me. Hence, I pay my sincere and special thanks to all my friends and want to express their immense help.

The Stupendous Sunday

I had the real fun on last Sunday. The entire day was full of astounding joviality. We went to the Essel World. After reaching borivili station, we were in the auto to reach gorai, a place from where the ferryboats take you to the world of excitements. The voyage was not very extensive. And I appreciate that it wasn’t long, as I hated the stinky-filthy odor near and across the banks. However, I enjoyed the company. Once we reached the place, the actual fun was yet to be calculated. The place was new to me. Indeed, the rides weren’t. The car ride and the drive were very funny. Out of many rides, I just like the Columbus (tried 2 times), the car ride through water (enjoyed 3 times) and the car ride on air (attempted for 4 times). I enjoyed the drizzling during all the rides. Well, after great rides, the lip-smacking pizza and coke added the thrill altogether. I loved the rain and had its contentment after a real big span. Because, I always hated rains, on my way to office. The heaven showers always makes you feel very blissful, but it surely depends on the circumstances or the state you are in!!! Since I was in the best state altogether, hence, had a great blast. As I said all rides weren’t that happening the way I got reviews about the essel world!!! Yet, I enjoyed with the company the most, counting all the comical acts too, like, the rolls and laughter in the wheels (trust me, that was pathetic!!!). I just pray God to sustain my thirst, zeal and the energy level of and for the exhilaration forever. Eventually, the time came when we got exhausted and walked back to the banks to get the ferry and then to auto back to the borivili station, which was the inception point of all the remarkable pleasures.

The good reminiscences are perpetual in one’s life. Well, amongst us how many wants everyday to be a Sunday? Indeed there might not be any!!! In a week, the fun day like this should be the only one Sunday. Consequently, that enthrallment remains eternally throughout your life. Furthermore, this gives you bonus energy to live your life in a livelier manner. And that’s why I love and thank my friends the most, for being the best host in my life.

My friends are my life

The foremost importance given in my life is my friends. I love and always want to be with them till I die. Can they be with me everytime when I need them? My mother persuasively says, this is hallucination and they can’t be with me everytime. Then I pacify her by saying, I wish if this was a delusion. At present my few of the friends are married, yes, they are elder to me!!! Of course, they can’t be with us all the time we desire. When you gather with your gang, you enjoy and experience great fun altogether. These amusements can’t be compared with any. They are the best days of everyone’s life. In my life, my friends played the most vital role such as, to bring me up from any distress, to make me laugh at loud, to encourage for the right things and yes, to give all those funny and cool days being with them.

I have noticed one thing; I listen to my friends more than my parents. Well, for few of us this may not sound coherent and valid. But trust me I am blessed with such great companions, that they can never let me be isolated, anytime. There advices have always brought me to taste the great standards. They are the breathe in my life and are the precious treasures for my survival. For this, I sincerely thank almighty for giving me such pampered surroundings of my dearer. But all this happiness is not for long. I know this. Still, I want to live every minute enjoying their company. Nothing is as best as this. I bet!!!

Well, a day will come when even I will get accustomed with the life what the married people/friends lead. I will also get entangled with all the chores. So, at present I am in the complete bliss. I am not responsible for any except my work and me. This can be accounted as the second bliss. I really don’t want these days of mine to go off at no cost. But, will I be able to retain these days on my terms? Apparently no.

All these best days will vanish away one day. Yes, the great times spent become our great memories. And nothing else is left which interests us the most, except the new assignments being poured on you, deliberately. Why does the life change undesirably? Why does the fear arise of the moments being plundered? I understand the on going phases of our life. We are drifting from what we actually want. I hope I may always be with my friends as when I crave to be, irrespective of any other changes that hit my life!!!

37_Facets of Love

Facets of Love

Love is believed to be natural,
Though the pains are fearful and immortal.
A happy love changes your entire world,
You’re hallucinated in your own dream world.

The pains in love are very killing,
Your woe turns to be even more deteriorating.
The heart aching is immeasurable by words,
The misery upon your soul is unfelt by the cowards.
The despairs that have set upon your soul,
Won’t let you to escape from the tearing mind in roll.
The haunt and sufferings that overtakes your heart,
As they will forever linger amongst in your thought.
It’s unable to beat the bewitchment that has conquered your soul,
Your mind and your complete being, targets for that only goal.
You feel the pain of death every second you are without your love,
It’s a sorrow beyond any a person has ever felt that clutches your nerve.
The unceasing trouble burns your wretched soul, as the love is forsaken,
His name gets embossed in your heart forever with miseries in worsen.

The happiness in love is very majestic,
Makes your day and night dazzlingly rhythmic.
You love even the unloved,
As you are embraced with the one whom you’ve always loved.
Your mind is happy and in heavenly peace,
As you adore your love with all your hidden caprice.
You feel that you have conquered all zeniths of the world,
As you sense the whole world in your hands being swirled.
All colours of the sky turn out to be your favorites.
Any music played sounds your ear like the trumpets.
You become so optimistic, just because your one wish is blessed,
May almighty bless all with this utmost preferred zest.

Thus, those are the two facets of anyone’s love,
Which decides the path of their life curve.
And when troubles seem to surround you,
May everyone’s love shine through.

Mrinal.

36_The Dire stealer

The Dire stealer

You stole my heart,
My peace and my rest,
You are always on my mind,
In all my dreams,
Just about you this heart go on think.
We are distant from each other,
Will never come as together.
With you,
All my blessed days are gone now,
My endurance is unpredictable somehow,
Why did you come to my life?
When you were to go away like this.
Often, I think about the whole mischief.
My thirst and the quench has vanished,
Everything has become so blemished.
You,
Have taken away all my tears,
Left me unaided in my awful fears,
You grabbed my all manifestations,
The world seems to be in huge exclamations.
I am away from me,
See, what you did to me.
The calm breaths are no more,
Suffocation is felt, therefore.
Nothing else is left with me,
You burgled me completely.
If I have loved you so much, dear,
How can you be the dire stealer?

Mrinal.

35_Blissful Memories

Blissful Memories

I wish someone could explain you,
That, how much I loved you.
Oops, I still love you.
Yes, will always love you.
You might not understand my words,
To let you know, will pray God as nerds.

The moments I spent with you,
Will stick forever in my heart as glue.
Grateful to you for giving these,
Marvelous unforeseen memories.

As we are apart from each other,
Not all along together.
Like one’s spirit is immortal,
Also, these memories are perpetual.

So what,
If you aren’t with me here,
The peerless moments,
Will stay inside me, my dear.

Mrinal.

34_The Crimson scar

The Crimson scar

My love for my love is so unbar,
Like the garland of roses,
It is preeminent as on a par.
It is as pure as the fragrance of the red rose,
It is as pure as the sing of the brown sparrows,
It’s as radiant as the pole star.
Like the red crimson scar,
Forever linger in my heart as ajar.

This love has got apart now.
Like the ash remains after wood burn,
Like the ember of the burnt coal turn,
This scar will stay somehow.

Such true love never dies,
Even after the soul demise.

Like the deep bruises of the deep cuts,
When you feel emotion in all gamuts.
Any salve won’t work to heal the mark,
The same way this scar will rest as dark.

Listen, my love will remain in my heart,
Even if it’s no where now,
Survival is not easy so how,
The red crimson scar is my sweetheart.

Mrinal.

33_No more tears left

No more tears left

My days and nights are in blues,
Your reminiscences got stuck in my heart like glues.
I am sure you feel sorry when I am gone,
Like the way I am in grief, you will also mourn.

Like the sea dries in acute summers,
Like the heart aches in intense angers,
I have become void and witless in bereft,
In my eyes, there are no more tears that left.

I wonder how did I loved the heartless,
Who left me all alone, wounded in the darkness.
Friends kept on explaining me that you’re not of such worth,
On whom I can still trust and feel the dearth.

I am thankful to God that he saved me,
From the one like you, with whom I always longed to be.
This innocent heart still loves you despite of you being so uncouth,
Yes, there are no more tears left for you, in this there’s no doubt.

Mrinal.

32_You don’t deserve

You don’t deserve

My love for you is so indisputable,
The emotions aren’t fiction, let’s not squabble.
The pain I am going through is vast as the endless ocean,
You left me all alone in the sea of desolation.

All the love and the care I have for you,
Will run in my mind as the invincible loop.
I still consider you so genuine for me,
You are the only one for me.

You failed to understand the pure gesture of mine,
I hope not to see you again at any time.
A woman’s tears are precious reminders of the gentle,
You brutally broke my heart, which tend to be so brittle.

Yes, you don’t deserve my best honor,
As you’re the one for my entire tremor.
I still love my own emotions for you,
But you don’t deserve this worthy hue.

Mrinal.

31_Can’t I forgive you?

Can’t I forgive you?


When you were with me, do you know I was fine?
Now you are nowhere with me, makes me so pine.
It was so easy for you to say, “Please forgive me”,
Can I forgive you for behaving with me so cruelly?

I am killed from inside minute by minute,
For all my heart breaks you is the culprit.
You have taken away all my bliss and peace,
I am suffering the real sting and can’t surcease.

This given pain by you is so deep and deep,
I am always awake and can’t find any sleep.
Life is so much ruined that can’t fill your dearth,
Now it’s hard to take any breath on this earth.

May you feel this pain in depth of you?
May you too crumble in pain of this blue.
I can’t forgive you anytime and at no cost.
For making me mad in your love and so lost.

Yet, my love for you is so high,
As immeasurable as the blue sky,
So, keep on questioning to all my blue,
Can’t I, can’t I just forgive you?


Mrinal.

30_My resentments on you

My resentments on you

Isn't it witty that love is so hilarious?
It can make you so glad or so furious?
Why do love and hate flow at the same time?
When I am having a thought, you aren't mine.

Is it hard for you to give me a smile?
And step forward to lessen the mile
That gave us gap from one another.
And stop us from knowing each other.

Is it hard for you to say hi?
To let this heart of mine soar high?
But you don't have to look into my eyes,
When all you have to say nothing, but lies.

I expect nothing great from you,
Can you just give me a hint or a clue?
The reason behind why you frown when I'm near.
When there's nothing from me you should fear.

Is it a crime for telling the truth?
That I love you from the day of my youth?
But not a youth now, but a woman
Brave to let you go, like anybody can.

I'm now letting go the love I have kept
And may you dream at night when you have slept
That you are at loss for not having me
And snobbing me as you can always be!

I hate you for giving me this feeling
That I'm nothing but a rag darling!
But I'm much angrier with myself too
For I let this stupid heart fall for you!


Mrinal

29_What’s my crime?

What’s my crime?

I think of you each night and day.
Before I met you, my days were so gray.
With you I am so fine,
Believe me, love is no crime.


You are the only sunshine of my life.
In the sea of love with you I would dive.
Listen please don't go away,
As my love for you, will never fade away.


To tell the truth of my heart is no crime,
Yes, I love you and wish if you could be mine.
Without your love I just can't survive,
You can make me feel so much alive.


I can’t help and stop myself to love you,
Can you for once hear all my blue?
Of all the moments we've had, I regret none.
I love you like I've never loved anyone.


Beloved, my love for you is simply divine.
Still if you differ then, yes, it’s a big crime.
Please don’t make this feeling go so blind,
To love you is all what my crime?


Mrinal.

28_Your Ego!!!

Your Ego!!!

No one can measure the limit of my love for you,
Then why this ego comes in between, I still have no clue.
As I love you more than what words can say,
I love you more and more each and every day.

Those undisclosed sentiments I had always hoped,
With your stubborn egos, you don’t know, but I groped.
Don’t take my care and fond for you as for granted
Help me for the way to your heart that can be mounted.

Like I never pretended, I was fine to avoid the humiliation of it all
Is it so easy to forget? When you forget me most of times overall.
Can I allow myself to suffer once again?
Or will I be at this same crossroads again.

Mrinal.

27_I can’t be ever fine

I can’t be ever fine

I have not heard your voice
since three weeks now,
Seems you’ve become resolute
and have taken a vow.
Conflicts between us will never
appear to get align.
Today, when you mailed me,
“Hope, you are doing fine”,
Don’t know why these witless eyes
are just going on crying.


Listen dear try to know me,
I can’t take so much pain,
Believe me, even single second is so anguishing
that I can’t explain.
Being so much in love with you,
I have always let go your nonsense,
And you have thrown me in the fire of agony,
Does it make any sense?
Is this the punishment I deserve for loving you so much?
Or you are plotting my endurance as such.


Please know that, being away from you,
I can’t be any fine.
Just for once, feel my zeal and zest for you,
which is so divine.
Don’t break my heart and leave me alone,
In this barren perturb.
As the lovingness and fondness for you,
can’t ever try to curb.
Yes, this is the greatest truth of all cloud nine,
Away from you, I can’t be ever fine.


Mrinal.

26_I am bewildered

I am bewildered

Life has become a mystery,
In all the pains entangled so profusely.
I have always risen in your love,
Like the rise of the wings of the contented dove.


I am lost and engrossed so much in your love,
There is nothing else I can think and act above.
Even food doesn’t taste as good as I had with you,
Sleep and drink are not doing much as they used to do.


I can’t feel the torment and the bliss in my life,
and still coping to know where the strife does lie.
But, I have strived to retain my half of the senses,
Knowing that you’ll come one-day breaking-off all the fences.


This is how you have plotted for me to survive,
Will be awaiting all my life for your rightful arrive.
So, until the rejoin day comes for us,
my state will remain always in no focus.


Mrinal.

25_God, do some magic

God, do some magic

Can you please endorse my wish?
The only thought of mine,
The only one on my mind,
Do some magic.
Well, I know this sounds so kiddish.

Can you please make my love realize to him?
The one who is always reminded,
The one who is only commended,
Do some magic.
Well, I know this seem to be a big grim.

Can you please bless my true virtue?
The only one in my every breath.
The one who is the only zest,
Do some magic.
Can you ever grace my this dream come true?

Mrinal.

24_Love me as I do

Love me as I do

The way as I wait for you,
For your messages and
calls on my phone,
I want to hear the
same fixed ringtone.
Can’t you love me as I do?

The way as I think for you,
For your good health and
Best luck in all,
I want to pray for you
despite, the nightfall.
Can’t you love me as I do?

The way as I care for you,
For your likes and dislikes
in your nature,
I want to be with you
Today and the later.
Can’t you love me as I do?

Mrinal.

23_My love, what would you do?

My love, what would you do?

When someone loves you,
Considers you, the first
and the only loved one.
What would you do?

When someone care for you,
regards you, the only
one to be cared so much.
What would you do?

When someone feel only about you,
Believes you, the only one
to be lived with and for.
What would you do?

When someone can’t forget you,
Accepts you, the only one
to be remembered, ever in the mind.
What would you do?

When someone loves you,
With these strengths and
trust only on you.
What would you do?

Well, amongst us are the few,
who understands the real love
still I want to ask all of you
What would you do?

Mrinal.

22_What you do?

What you do?

As I love you so much,
that you are always
on my mind and can’t
do anything else as such.

When I do my daily chore,
You are being memorized
somewhere on my mind that
I have tried to get deplore.

What you must be doing at this time?
is the most,
constant thought which,
keeps on hammering on my mind.

This gesture comes to one,
When you really love
and have given
all your soul to someone.


Mrinal.

21_Sweet Sundays

Sweet Sundays

I remember the sweet Sundays
How we use to meet and
Had fun on those splendid days.

I remember the excellent movies,
Popcorns amid with sweet berries.
How we discussed and gave comments
Plus always concluded with few amends.

I remember the yummy pizzas after that,
The ice-cream shop we used to stop at.
Together we enjoyed these best times,
And our talks with little sweet and limes.

I remember the miraculous feelings,
When you use to hold my belongings.
Your chats and care were so amiable,
All you made me feel so comfortable.

I remember the throbbing depart time,
As parting you, my eyes shed to shine.
On reaching home, we communicated each other,
Acknowledged the enjoyments we had altogether.

Now, as we are so away from each other,
Misunderstanding between us is yet unclear.
Clouds of trouble have shadowed the moon,
So, hope the rejoin day will surely come soon.

Today it’s sweet Sunday again,
But, we are not together and
I ‘m at home bearing the pain.


Mrinal

20_Yeah it’s you

Yeah it’s you

I am certain it’s a bonafide love.

Just, can think nothing except you,
umm, when I see the morning dew.
Sense that you’re standing with me,
that feeling of togetherness can never be.

Love can be easy yet not easy to find,
one day this thought will strike in your mind.
Value for my love is yet to be designated,
even so, the true love can’t be abated.

You are yet with me and in my eyes.
Oblige you to give me a few replies,
unless you hear my injured heart cries.

True love is the two hearts golden chain,
unless you understand this, all is in vain.
So bear that in your mind and remember,
heart, is not broken by you, be a nobler.
And if this genuine love is meant to be,
rapturously, you’ll be back here for me.


Mrinal.

19_Wrecked Soul

Wrecked Soul


I am messed,
In the blistering flames of bereft.

I am stressed,
For the love which is unblessed.

I am distressed,
When you’re gone, it is nothing to jest.

I am upset,
My true love is not being caressed.

I am professed,

Writing on you has become my quest.

I am digressed,
Just daydream about you, yet being so unrest.

Mrinal.

18_Hard Attempts

Hard Attempts

Tried hard to
Forget your name,
Tried hard to
Forget your impressive face,
Tried hard to
Forget your mesmerizing smile,
Tried hard to
Forget your deep big bright eyes,
Tried hard to
Forget the way you talk,
Tried hard to
Lessen my zeal for you,
Tried hard to
Live without your voice,
Tried hard to
Forget that you’ll never love me,
Tried hard to
Forget you remembering every nano seconds,
Tried hard to
Forget that you’ll never be mine,
Tried hard to
Remember that this will be so through all my life!!!

Mrinal.

17_Waiting for You

Waiting for You

Like the thirsting earth sobers,
Waits for the divine showers.
Wherever you go whatever you do,
I will be right here waiting for you.

Like the flickering candle calms,
Waits for the concerning palms.
My heart is always here for you,
I swear that’s true; I cannot live without you.

Like the seashore of the coast crave,
Waits for every single oceanic wave.
Wonder always if you felt the same as I do,
even these times I know we can make it through.

Until the last star falls from the sky,
you’ll have my heart until the day I die.
All the time I think just about you,
I wish I didn't have to always feel blue.

Every word I have said to you is true;
the only one I’ll ever love is you.
Love can be endless; love can be you,
and no matter what, “I love you”.

Mrinal.

16_If I had you

If I had you

How would have the days been?
If you were in my life, it’s just a keen.
You would’ve loved my ardent love
Together,
we would’ve made grin grandeur
God!!! Amend this gloomy tenure

To have you the way
I want is the biggest dream
There is no one else
who can promise this gleam.

I don’t desire for
anything else from my life
want to be with
you as your beloved wife.

How would have the life been?
If you were in my life, as a beam
You would’ve shown all the care
Together,
we would have savored our love
God!!! Aid this notion from above

Mrinal.